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posted : Saturday, June 28
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This is such a horrible world.
I hve been waiting for school to reopen for a long time.But instead I end up in the different way tht i wanted.Problems tht i nvr imagine tht happen , happen.Now how i wish school nvr even started.I'm trying to move on and hve fun as per normal. if you wanna talk bout people in your blog why you make it private?You can just open it up and let tht person read kn.Hve you ever asked yourself How it feels like when you lost your bestfriend when you don't even know the reason? i nvr say tht you needed my life! I didnt say tht you dunt love people arnd you.About the group thing wht do you think i am?A person who always talk bout bad stuff to people?!Dunt judge me if you dunt really know who i am! You hve nvr been close to me so you wont understand MY TRUE SELF!You also dunt need to tell EVERYONE bout my attitude right!Even the person tht i didnt expected you tell ; you told them.Wasn't tht suppose to be a secret?Okay fine im sorry cause i forced you to tell.PLEASE LH!think why i did tht.How would you feel when you were in my shoes.=.= Why do you always want to find my fault?Why use Np as a reason?How ALOT is the ALOT tht i criticise other school Npcc?If i really hate other school Np cm ner aku bleyh dpt kwn dri skolah laen?Were you there with us during the camp?You dunt even know wht other school talk bout their own squad mates.Am i they on who always start the topic bout Np?Other people nvr start before ahr?BAGUS!If you say i dunt take care of poeple's thing properly think again , you hve not know me well.She doesnt even lend me her magazine at all.I nvr even touch the magazine or read the magazine.Okay nvrmind im bad wht! So everything is my fault per!Merepek lh kn.See how wonderful humans work ; once they hate tht person all the bad thing tht the person does will be told to every single person who thy knows.But they nvr see the good side of the person.Asl ko nk kener blang semua org aper slh aku? Why couldnt you just tell me straight forward wht you hate bout me?Why wouldnt you just let me explain myself first?Why didnt you tell me tht you hate my attitude?Why must you tell others but not me?i'll accept whole heartly and try to change.I know i use to hate azlizah, i hate her bcause of her attitude.Not bcause you are close to her.but now she hve tried her best to chnge.Tk per once again aku phm semua slh aku,aku nih kn JAHAT!Saper lgi aku benci bcause dorang rpt gan kau? For wht aku nk control life org.I hve my own life to control.I thought you and alisa were the one who understand me the best but NO. Me and alisa were the one who try to make you cheer up when you hve your mood swings.We always try to make you smile when you were down.Hve you ever know tht i will be very happy when you smile after you had your mood swing or after you cried.All the sweet memories of us is just to hard to erase cause there's to much.Everything tht we do we will always remind of you.Remember all the AAA stuff tht we want to do together ; aaa music album , aaa match making agency, aaa spy, aaa film.the day when we went to alisa's chalet, the time after OSL camp,the day we went to alisa hse to watch ghost movie the date 13 december 2007, when we confess evrything to each other.Although it's way over but it's still inside my mind.Hve you forgotten tht all?All the time we had been together.Seriously while im writting this i feel like crying, myb i should say im crying.But i dunt know whether you still remember all those happy memories.Although we laughed , smiled in school do you think we were truly happy?We still remember you.The time when we see you cry we felt sad too.I just want you to know tht you should hve told me where i went wrong and we still remember all those time we had. Now im trying to move on and try to make myself happy.I just realised tht no one understand me.Thanks alisa, azlizah, my seniors and sweetlovegirlfies for cheering me up.I really appreciate it very much.I'll try my very best to stay happy. |
