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posted : Thursday, September 11
title : Sad :/
 Why did i suddenly put this picture?I must admit it , i MISS those times.And azlizah i MISS you.The way like we use to be.And frankly saying I miss all of them in the picture.I dont care what people what to say, say that aku syiok sendiri.I DUNT GIVE A DAMN at all.But well , i would not get what i want back lh kn.[i think]People change.Surroundings change.EVERYTHING change.LIFE is UNFAIR.I wish i could turn bck the time.But now it's tooo late.YES, i admit, i wish we could be like last time , but not all wish can be granted.Today is a happy day for me, i guess.Went to school as per normal with Alisa.Reached class then do History mind map.Then talktalk.Went for assembly.Had lesson, it was boring.People surrounding me is so quiet.I use to talk to syafiq or Bryan if im bored but now only Dwight.Tsktsk. Recess, didnt go to the canteen.Ok lame.Talk to amirah bout something.Then after recess had some boring lessons AGAIN.Then school END!YAY! Btw thanks amirah and alisa for waiting till i go for the Poly thingy.Then went to the poly thing while amirah,alisa and azlizah went home.They went to westmall and i heard from azlizah and alisa they have ALOT OF FUN. Criously when they went home i feel like running to them and go home with them.Seeing them walking out of school remind me about ALOT of thing.Truthfully saying i feel like crying on the spot.I dunnoe why but i feel so like a cry baby when it come to this kinda of stuff.Myb i should say , i hvent gotten over.I act tht i had gotten over but actually NO!deep inside my heart i still wish tht we could be together again.Adibah,adibah i cant believe i just let out my feelings in the BLOG.Wht people want to say say lah.I DUNT CARE! Homed after the science thingy.All the way i was thingking of them.Memories flash back.Its like a picture of album playing by itself and couldnt press the stop button.I feel like CRYING.agian(?)Upon reaching home i quickly ask mom wether i could use the comp.Then mum said YES! Read azlizah's blog.Sumpah it was sad...I miss you azlizah!I really do!Forgive me if i had hurt your feelings before.I miss you so much , the old you tht dunt hve all those problems.The STRONG azlizah.Not the cry baby azlizah.I nearly cried when i read your blog and while talking to you otf.Im sure you could hear how my voice change. ALISA.You have always be my BESTfriend.I LOVE YOU TOO!And i hope you dunt change with all this problems.Share to me your probs dear.I'll listen to you.And thank for listening to my probs, thanks for the advice you had always give. Amirah , well if you're reading i dunt know wht to say.I have said wht i want to say above.It's your choice i wont force you.Im really happy tht you know wht actually happen to azlizah.Criously, i miss you dear freind.Now , ive expressed my feelings. Now im really crying.I cant hold it any longer.With the sad song im listening to right now.The song tht me,alisa and azlizah listen to when we fight with amirah on the first day. I know i have been repeating alot of things.try putting yourself in my shoes. last word I MISS US!OLD US! Other people laugh at me if you want.I dunt care.Im not scared to express my feelings. Labels: is there still hope? |
