Espcially if that hapens between good friends isnt it?

Mid years is over. Results? Suck
I even scored badly for MT. I dont know what was going through my mind while doing that paper. Suck. Computer Sudies O level coursework has ended. It was such a relief. No more coursework anymore! Now having Mother Tongue Intensive in school. such a bore, but hell. MT olvl paper coming soon.

Why am i blogging? Just felt like it. My blog is dead. now i dont even know what i should be blogging bout.

Had a boring day today at home. Doing the malay papers cikgu had given. Watch tv. Sleep.

Gosh.

Alisa and Azlizah both off to watch soccer. Love is off to some party.

I have someting in my mind to talk about.

Isnt it sad if you lost someone? Not literally lost as in you wiill nvr see him/her again. but lost as in you know him/her is still there but you would never get to be with them like how you were years ago or maybe months ago. Especially the feeling of being betrayed by the samn person. Wondering did she/he ever treasure the freindship that he/she cold do that. Passing by each other like we just now each other a week ago. Worst still act as if nothing happened. Complicated. Very. I cant even put the story into pieces anymore. Changes. Because of the changes around us. People change. Surroundings chage. Our friendship would last. I am having doubts believing in that now. Now, i am having doubts trusting you. That is how bad things is going on. I chose not to care at all. For me it is all history. Plainly because i am tired of trying to find way to fix things back to places. I have tried not once, but failed. Well, i should not be bothered with it anymore. It is just part of life. People come and go. Wether i'm sad bout it? Myb. But i should not dwell bout it. For i have lost all the hopes, totally. Instead of having the feeling of sadness lingering around me when i see you, i have feelings of anger aroud me. Weird much..?