Weird much?

Had Speech day training today then off to KFC with the usual peeps. Everyone was in high spirit for idk why. For that moment i forget everything that was bothering my mind.

tsktsk.

I hate 9 April. I hate making decisions that i really don't know which one would be best for me. Maybe others could see which decision would be best but i can't. Cause i'm plainly confuse.

I was looking forward to this day ALOOOOT.

Speech day and SPF ceremony at HTA. It would be the best day if i didn't have to choose between the two. It's so hard to have to choose. I went for every single training for speech day but i couldn't make it for the real one. I have to find a replacement for the contingent if i choose the ceremony. but i would miss speech day and i have to make my way to hta alone if i choose SPF. But in both cases i will get the badge. So which one? Idk.

Love is definitely choosing speech day over the ceremony. And whatever he said was true. It is better for me to go for the ceremony than the speech day. After all i'm only in GOH contingent with no riffle while he is the Parade Commander.

Still i couldn't get myself to pick either one.

This feeling truly suck big time. I would look forward to end 9 April fast. And go for Amanda's bbq the next day with a big smile on my face. Not regretting what ever choice i had made the day before.

Labels: Choices