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posted : Sunday, April 5
title : I MISS AMANDA!

In every life there is one great love
one unforgettable heartbreak
and too many times it's the same person


I saw this quote while i was surfing on the net.And yes , i believe it's true.

It has been a long time since i updated my blog.
Its April now. I had a good first day of April. And i hope it will last throughout the month but i think it's impossible. :/

I miss Amanda badly.She's away. My CS had been different without her.NPAP is different without her as her position is beside me. Recess is different. We usually go recess in three.And i had no one to talk to bout him.

Geeeesh.

Thanks Reshawn fr cheering me up everyday.

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Yesterday has NPAP.Its super tiring. I bet we will stand longer on the actual day. We stand fr a very long time under the scorching hot sun. Frankly , i feel like squatting down and the red cross team wil then come to my rescue.Not because i'm sick,but im tired. If i do tht, it'll be a disgrace.

I dont think on the actual day it'll be as tough.Cause parade starts and 6.00 . I hope MrSunshine will be kind to us :D And i hope the guest of honour speech would not be very long.

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Why must life be so unfair?!

Have you ever been in the state tht smone is bugging you fr and 'answer' but you're so confuse tht you dont even knw wht to say.You just hope to ignore this but the more you ignore the more you'll be thinking?
At one point of time he can say he loves you the most and cant frget you and in another point of time he's the one who leave you alone.
So , wht will you do if you were in this situation?

And
have you been in a situation tht your closefriend is changing because of someone else?
and tht someone else is a person tht you dislike?
what will you do? Ignore it or wht?
yes it's his/her choice but you knw smthing bad is going on with the person and you cant bring yourself to tell him/her. Cause you're afraid tht person will be sad or smthing
So will you tell or not if you're in my shoes?

if you dont get it , me as well.
Cause i'm just plain confused. And it really makes my head spin.
I need a break.