To my both precious friends : Nur Alisa Nabilla ; my bestest friend and
Amanda Lim Pei Xuan ; my lesby partner

I want to say this one and for all.And it comes from the bottom of my heart.

If you guys don't mind our relationship to break just because of one tinywiny mistake then i have nothing to say. But i do mind.I cried a few times cause I miss the times we had. 2009 starting sucks! For me , idk if you guys feel sad or not.If you are than im glad.It shows tht you care.

Myb i am too paranoid. I believe tht evryone of us make a mistake.Again i think this have to be stopped.There's no use for both side for not giving in.I dont want the three of us to fall out.What everything Ting Yan says is very true.I do MISS the old times, alot.I HOPE both of you do too.

And now i should put a stop in this "game".I'm giving in , sincerely.And i apologize if i had done anything wrong.Im apologizing too both amanda and alisa.Sorry for the mistakes i did, i know i also paly a part in making the fight big because of my stubborn-ness.I really think the three of us should sit together and talk.REALLY TALK.The fight we had really show wht our weakness are and strongness of our friendship are.I think the bigest weakness of our freindship is the STUBBORN-NESS

As im typing this im crying.It reminds me of all the SWEET memories we had together.I do really hope that the three of us treasure the friendship.The bangles that i gave to you guys was a way to show how much i LOVE you guys.

All the sweet memories just run trhough my mind, so far this is the biggest fight we had.Real fights.This is our first and i hope it will be the last.

I can still recall clearly , how we spent our NP days together , how we curse and swear a particular person , the times we had at th carpark and most importantly the times we had at CAMBODIA.

I really wish this post could soften both of your hearts.I hope the two of you will also stop playing the "game" and just apologise to each other.I really treasure our friendship.

Whatever Ting Yan says really hit me. " What's the gain of not giving in? , infact you will gain when you give in" He's the one who has been trying very hard to put back the three of us together.I really appreciate it. I know how you were put in a spot. I'm sorry.

I hope wht i did is right.Our misunderstanding need to be cleared and fast.

With love , Nur Adibah