Gosh today's training is like damn pfffffffffffffft.
Drills was totally AWESOME!We had alot of FUN with qeunton(?)
Changing parade is like FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
Woah we kena pumping like for stupid reasons?Yes, th late part i understand , th nvr greet liyana part was like...No offence to liyana but we didn't even know tht she comes lh.Then we kena pumping?We also nvr greet Zamzilah.=.=Nvm forget it , wht's over it's over.

It's really very cucial now for US.Planning our first ever camp in our whole NP life.Gosh , i'm in welfare.Cool or wht.When isaw welfare it does not mean tht it's easy!We need to plan out th games and how to bond them.I really want them to be really bonded like our squad.Aku stress bdh!Haiyayayyaa.

The reason why i nvr talked at all s bcause of moodswings.Goshh.Andand i really want the whole welfare thingy to be close to PERFECT.And th rest i dont even want to mention it.I just dont feel like talking.I know the whole wallet thingy it's just for fun , and when it happens to me , i dont think its fun.And i criuosly think tht it's not fun for others too.It's like HELLO! your wallet is missing , wht will you do , you criously think tht's it's lost or smthing then suddenly soemone takes it out and give it bck to you.How wil you feel?Happy?!Few minutes of you finding your wallet and people arnd you laughing at you cause to them it's stupid.ITS NOT FUNNY.

This reminds me of smthing , i had enough of being bullied or wht so ever.YES , i'm small but tht does not mean i'm tht weak.Evry time when you see someone small you will underestimate them.WTF lh eyhks.I had enough! it's time for me to change.All a while i hve been smiling when someone disurb me or anything , now i dont think i will.Sikit2 boleh if you cross over the line then nasib ah eyhk. Small doesnt mean WEAK.

I just wish that there's really a place where my dream would come true.Obviously,it only happen in fairytale world and i dont live in those kind of world.That kind of world nvr even exist in only happenin movies and im living in realities.obviusly , happy ending like wht you wish to be won't happen.Your own life movie theres no ending to it unless you die.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
I'm feeling both mad and sad!
I dont even know how to describe this feeling .
i feel like going some where to shout and scream and just gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!I feel like a FOOL!

It's a really bad feeling when those who nvr fails to make you smile suddenly they are the ones who makes you sad.The feeling ah , gosh, onlygodknowshow.

I hope tmr training wont be as hard as this training , obvoiusly i think it's tougher.Got th CI tmr.Stuoid lh.Fancydrillfancydrill , when we going do tht? =.=