Simplicity

posted : Sunday, April 20

title : im lost inside

today suck larh.
sitting at home is not as fun as being in school.
woke up at 9.00 am after tht went to the mosque.
meet Beela.then talktalktalk.
den after tht come bck home crap , rot, eat, dream then sleep....
wake up eat watch tv play computer
well i keep on daydreaming these day.
this week hve a lot of days which i cry in school & also this week is all about breaking down.
alot of ppl in my class having problems nowadays.

it is really hard to get over the fact tht belvina had already left.
i keep on thinking about her whenever i see the bunny tht was suppose to be given to her.
my sister advice me to send through air mail.
riyass too.he said we share money to send.LOLS
&& i wonder too if i were the one who will be migrating.
will anyone send me off at the airport?
will anyone remember about me?
haissssss...

i hve been posting alot on my blog this week.
i feel tht my blog is the place i let out my feelings too.
i hve been not in good mood this few weeks.
i easily get angry this days i will shout at someone even on the smallest mistake.
haiyoos.
i know my attitude sucks! and im trying to chnge.
hello! nobody's perfect lah kn!
i only wish tht i hve someone to cry to right now.
ohh and how i wish he was here beside me.
he's the one who always cheer me up!
and my NPCC babe and dude too!how i wish you guys are here.
to make me laugh.
my crazynoisyhorny "family" who keep me hyper
amirah and alisa who brightens my day in school.
they are the reason im stilll standing in this world
it will be great if i can vanish from this world and nvr will i come bck.

to them-
i got the feeling tht you guys are already starting to hate me.
I know tht you guys are keeping a secret away from me.
they way you all treat me is totally different from last time.
ohh nvm.
i just hope if you guys really do hate me telll me where i go wrong . =(

Labels: i know i suck

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