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posted : Monday, February 25
title :
today.
suck HELL lots lh seyh! laughter just decrease each and every day. Problems are building up. Gosh! i feel soo sick today. got FLU. only those who are sitting surrounding me knows what happen to me during VE. Cried at school during D&T period. GOSH! school getting sucker as days goes by I HATE SCHOOL! i feel like i just wanna stay at home and not going to school. amirah is not talking to me. the family is falling apart. I know its all MY FAULT.I could feel that u guys is pointing fingers at me im the one who destroy this family.i dunt think i suit being in the family. and im sorry if i hurt your feelings ppl.im sorry if im the cause.im sorry for everything. i dunt even feel like going to school anymore. I have tried very hard to love her as yo can see. I know when i LOVE her everything will be alright. But i just cant ; i really cant. Myb both of us should try hard ; but i dunt see she trying hard. All i can rite now is im just drown in my own sorrows now nobody would understand how im feelng right now. I know its hard being the cntre person. I hve felt the same way you did before ; i have try my very best , to love her but is this the way im treated? & i know you are starting to HATE me. i can see from your movement. it just make me wanna just drop down and cry myself to sleep all by myself. problems are just building up and i am sick , very sick. all i can just say is IM SORRY , TRULY |