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posted : Sunday, July 18
title : tumblr
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OMG.
My blog is sooooooo dead. I am no longer going to update my blog i think. I dont want to delete it either cause it is full of memories. Since like 2007? <3 Ok maybe i shall update it when i feel like it. haha. Anyway do visit my tumblr . It is waaaaay muchmuch better than this blog of mine (: Cheers. |
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posted : Friday, May 7
title : Airplanes
It is sad, when somone you KNOW became someone you KNEW.
Espcially if that hapens between good friends isnt it? Mid years is over. Results? Suck I even scored badly for MT. I dont know what was going through my mind while doing that paper. Suck. Computer Sudies O level coursework has ended. It was such a relief. No more coursework anymore! Now having Mother Tongue Intensive in school. such a bore, but hell. MT olvl paper coming soon. Why am i blogging? Just felt like it. My blog is dead. now i dont even know what i should be blogging bout. Had a boring day today at home. Doing the malay papers cikgu had given. Watch tv. Sleep. Gosh. Alisa and Azlizah both off to watch soccer. Love is off to some party. I have someting in my mind to talk about. Isnt it sad if you lost someone? Not literally lost as in you wiill nvr see him/her again. but lost as in you know him/her is still there but you would never get to be with them like how you were years ago or maybe months ago. Especially the feeling of being betrayed by the samn person. Wondering did she/he ever treasure the freindship that he/she cold do that. Passing by each other like we just now each other a week ago. Worst still act as if nothing happened. Complicated. Very. I cant even put the story into pieces anymore. Changes. Because of the changes around us. People change. Surroundings chage. Our friendship would last. I am having doubts believing in that now. Now, i am having doubts trusting you. That is how bad things is going on. I chose not to care at all. For me it is all history. Plainly because i am tired of trying to find way to fix things back to places. I have tried not once, but failed. Well, i should not be bothered with it anymore. It is just part of life. People come and go. Wether i'm sad bout it? Myb. But i should not dwell bout it. For i have lost all the hopes, totally. Instead of having the feeling of sadness lingering around me when i see you, i have feelings of anger aroud me. Weird much..? |
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posted : Monday, May 3
title : 16
And so i'm officially 16.
Been a long time since i updated my bloggie. My computer had some health problem. so i have to rely on my sister's lappy which is rarely at home. Today was awesome. Spend my time with Alisa, Azlizah and Jayraj (: It was really a surprise for me. It was wonderful how well they carry out the surprise. So much of lies eh. But well although they lied to me i still appreciate whatever they had done for me. I dont wanna elaborate on the surprise. If not it'll be one long story. Heh. It'll be kept within me. I was really touched. I almost melted when i opened up Love's present. I LOVE YOU ALOT. Heh. ^^ Alisa and Azlizah spend the rest of thier time with me at my house. (: I love them alot too. And and thier present was nice too. heh. I'm really thankful to them for the time and cheering me up. I was really hoping for this one particular person to text me. But till now, nothing from her. Sad uh. I'm really wondering what happen. But well nvm. Perhaps she is busy. ): I should not brood over bout it. I almost cried when i talked bout this to Alisa. But nvm i should be happy with those who is with me. (: I had a graet time with my family too eh. <3333333 Labels: You forget? |
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posted : Wednesday, March 31
title : Insecure
Weird much?
Had Speech day training today then off to KFC with the usual peeps. Everyone was in high spirit for idk why. For that moment i forget everything that was bothering my mind. tsktsk. I hate 9 April. I hate making decisions that i really don't know which one would be best for me. Maybe others could see which decision would be best but i can't. Cause i'm plainly confuse. I was looking forward to this day ALOOOOT. Speech day and SPF ceremony at HTA. It would be the best day if i didn't have to choose between the two. It's so hard to have to choose. I went for every single training for speech day but i couldn't make it for the real one. I have to find a replacement for the contingent if i choose the ceremony. but i would miss speech day and i have to make my way to hta alone if i choose SPF. But in both cases i will get the badge. So which one? Idk. Love is definitely choosing speech day over the ceremony. And whatever he said was true. It is better for me to go for the ceremony than the speech day. After all i'm only in GOH contingent with no riffle while he is the Parade Commander. Still i couldn't get myself to pick either one. This feeling truly suck big time. I would look forward to end 9 April fast. And go for Amanda's bbq the next day with a big smile on my face. Not regretting what ever choice i had made the day before. Labels: Choices |
